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| I am going to hammer this problem out. I won't let it ruin us. You are far more important to me.
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| Well I guess the I am the epitome of what not to do.
Warning don't do what I do but listen to what I say.
I have a few words on the cusp of my mouth eager to spill out their hatred for love but love for hatred. The dammed phrase I love you holds more meaning than any other 8 letters put together to make some sort of sense.
I believe that we put too much meaning in the literally sense of love, and rely on the word to take place of our actions. But the way it rolls off our tongue and sends our heart into a seizure of pleasure, is understandable. But, the way that we have demoralized the word is sickening. The more you say it with out the more meaning and actions to back it slowly turns this earth tilting word into nothing more than an excuse to act insane. Whether you had it and lost it of have never experienced it at all.
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| Whoa it has been quite sometime sense I have last been on here.
Not that anyone reads what I have to write.
I think that this is just my little world that no one is involved it, and I am not going to lie I love it.
Here will be the month to month break down sense November of last year.
More November:
Daniel and I broke up. Tragic. I was upset and as soon as I got over him....He wanted back into my life.
December:
I spent the first few weeks getting back with him, He broke my heart.....he used me..Ugh prick. I went to state for cheer we too 22 out of 43 not to bad for Rifle cheerleading lol.
January:
Was a month that was just kinda there. Gabe, Miranda., and I all became pretty close. More cheer blah, blah.
February:
Another lonely Valentines Day. Woot woot me. But then the X-Games came around. Gabe introduced me to a cool kid named Dom....we kissed. The end. But then I started talking to a kid named Aaron. We talked and decided to date. Bad choice number one.
March:
Was ok for Aaron and I. We smoked ALOT of weed. Like every time we hung out. It was kinda weird dating a kid from Glenwood. Considering they are our rivals.
April:
I was getting so sick of Aaron and smoking weed, so we broke up. He wanted me back but thats not my style. Haha.
May:
The first 10 days of May sucked ass. But on the eleventh day I met the man of my dreams. How we met you ask? Funny story. I was with my best friend Ashley and we were in Wal-Mart "shopping" for make-up when we saw her soon-to -be ex boyfriend holding hands with the nastiest bitch at our school. Well when the nastiest girl saw us she ran out of Wal-Mart. Well we needed someone to kick that cheating bastards ass. So I called my good friend Taylor Lee to come kick his ass, but he was in Texas so he called around and then gave this kid my number to call me. He called me we met at the Phillip 66 and its history from there. We hung out a couple times, and text 24/7. And on the thirteenth day we went on a date. And as most first dates it was kinda awkward we didn't really hold hands until the end of the movie. I can remember thinking to myself "just kiss him, don't be a bitch" and well I kissed his hand and he looked at me and kissed me. My heart stopped. From then on it was love.
June:
Great times with Kyle. Bad times with dad.
July:
More great times with Kyle....Drag races. Kyle and I had sex for the first time. :)
August:
We broke up the day after our threes months. We got back together two weeks later. That was the hardest two weeks of my life.
September:
Has only just begun
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| True love is like a ghost - everyone talks about it but only few people have seen it.
--Francois de la Rochefoucald "Moral indignation is jealousy with a halo." - H. G. Wells "People demand freedom of speech to make up for the freedom of thought which they avoid." - Soren Aabye Kierkegaard "Give me chastity and continence, but not yet." - Saint Augustine "Don't stay in bed, unless you can make money in bed." - George Burns "The only difference between me and a madman is that I'm not mad." - Salvador Dali Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go. -Herman Hesse | | |
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